sparkles-07's Diaryland Diary

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my weekend, plus the special bunch of people at church. haha

   after the interminable break i've had from the computer, i've become too enthusiastic to recount a lot of whatnots that have been happening in my life.

   right now i'm freaking out because of the rigorous uproar of the strong wind. i feel like there's a natural catastrophe that's gonna happen tonight.. i hope not.. the sky's turning blackkk.. i'm feeling tense.

   despite my tautness, i will still proceed with my.. umm.. storytelling?Ü

   okay. saturday was another coc day; however, it was different since ate ai had her comeback [bwahah] and we all had something to talk about. destination? soulshop.Ü anyway, we all met at church, [ate joy couldn't come, but she met ate ai in the morning.] 2pm. hahaha. we were still at church, waiting for ate karen and we all had a pleasant time. when i saw ate reciel, i had no idea why, but i had to scream. hahaha. and they all laughed and recognized my voice. then i started teasing renel with.. issue number two! TA-DA.. hahah.. i also greeted her an advanced happy birthday. that's the time when we started brainstorming what we were gonna do for her celebration [i'll go to that later.Ü]. ate karen finally came [she was too early for the next lc session bwahah kidding.Ü] and we were on our way. haha. i was with ate reciel and renel in the taxi. i was their sister. hahaha. andrea alcantara. nice. haha. how cute. hahaha. abbie, ate ai and ate karen got on the other taxi. hahaha. now this was the funny part. there would be incidents when we'd pass by another. haha. we kinda had this fondness for this, 'ms. universe wave' hahahahahaha.. the fun didn't end when we reached soulshop. we were still exploring and there was this part wherein the floor wasn't lying in a straight position. it was actually diagonal. hahaha. [if you've noticed, i'm having trouble explaining. haha] it was diagonal, in a way where you won't see that it's diagonal. hahaha. you'll realize that it's diagonal when you've stepped on it! well, for the first part, i slipped. not exactly slipped as in fell on the floor, but i somehow.. skidded? and ate reciel noticed!!! hahah!! and we were both laughing hard. i don't know how this happened, but we went back to that area, and ate reciel told me, "nako, anding, kelangan yatang hawakan pa kita para hindi ka na madulas!".. hahaha.. then i told her, "cge! cge! haha!".. but guess what. it was abbie who slipped this time.. BWAHAHAH.. and ate reciel said, "dapat pala c abbie ung hinawakan ko eh!".. BWAHAHHA.. and then we also had another funny incident! haha! you see, i went to ate reciel who was staring at the menu.. well, there was this big sign that said, "today's special: halo-halo".. i told ate reciel, "ate reciel! gusto kong maghalo halo." and ate reciel told me, "ako ren eh. kaya lang.. nasan?" and i was like, "ayun oooo!!! ang laki laki nung sign!!!" hahahahah.. and then renel came up to us. and i told her our conversation. she was like, "oo nga. nasan ung sign!?" BWAHAHAHAHHA. well anyway.. ate ai treated us! hahah!Ü weee!!! then.. we started to get down to the serious stuff. hahaha. ATE AI!! SAVIOR! hahah!Ü and then.. me and ate karen were laughing at abbie since she looked like a teddybearrr!!! hahaha!!! you see, ate ai was sharing something. hahaha. and abbie was so touched that her emotions were very much seen on her face. hahaha. me and ate karen were gushing since she really did look cute-sy! haha!Ü so after our heart-to-heart slash pep talk, we hurried back to church since abbie needed to come home,, and guess whom we saw at church? THE GALS OF LC2!!!! rielle, dana, mary ann and ranzel were there! so at around 5pm, the girls who were left at church were dana, moi, ate joy [she went back to church after her school] and ate karen! mary ann was there also, then she went home.. we were bonding at the prayer room. me and dana were bored so we had our usual picture-taking-using-ate-joy's-phone session. haha. we ended up looking like this!

bwahahahha. there's a goof up behind that. you see, ate joy's phone is the kind wherein the camera has a cover. so when dana turned it on, the screen was black. so we thought it was just the *prayer room effect* since it was pretty dim inside. so i told dana, "buksan mo ung night mode!!!" and she did. but what did we get? the same black screen. ate joy told us, "eh kaya naman pala eh, nakaclose ung likod!!!".. me and dana started giggling because we were so stupid!! haha! after, we went to countrystyle and misterdonut. hahaha. then.. at 6pm i went with my family and we had dinner.

   sunday was also fine. i went to sundayschool, then i had service with rielle, dana and ate joy. but there were some instances that occurred and i knew i had to move seats. so when micah came, i sat with her.. and we also spent another laughing moment. haha. i met abbie after service, and she was another savior. haha. [haii.. there are so many saviors in my life. hahaha. thank you all!!] i encountered some misunderstandings with my family because of communication barriers so it ended up that they left me and i had no one to come with me for lunch. abbie's mom treated me to cravings! haha! and i enjoyed that bonding time i shared with abbie! thanks again! i went back to church and ate joy, dana, rielle and mark were there. i was shocked when i read rielle's story. hahaha. MY LIFE IS IN THERE! JOKEEE!! hahaha!!!! rielle found out one of my deepest, darkest secrets!! bwahahha!! *wink renel* ahaha Ü ate karen dropped by for ate joy. hahaha. then i wanted to go home since my day was kinda wrecked.. [no need to elaborate] i wasn't in the mood to stay at church since i received bad news from dana.. so LUCKILY, my family picked me up at 6pm and we were off to eat dinner again. haha.

   you may wonder, what is LC planning for renel's birthday?!!? WAHAHAH.. well, for all LC'S, MY MOM GRANTED ME PERMISSION FOR THAT DINNER!!.. next sunday will be like a whole-day lc bonding! we'll raid the ushering [hahahahaha nice term Ü] ministry, then we might spend lunch together [not yet sure about this one, though], attend fellowship, then go straight to my house for dinner [*in the night*, ate recieelll!! hahah!! remember that jokkeeee??Ü].. until 9pm. we'll have it at my backyard with the trees and light for props. hahahahaha. i can't waittttttt!!

   monday.. yesterday.. i went with my family to tagaytay.. hahaha.. it was also fun. haha.

that's meeee!! ahahahhaha!!!

during the trip, i had a lot of *flashback moments*.. i promised myself i would soon learn to be happy again.. and i will.. i really will.. hahaha.

BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!! my mom was texting during that time!!! and i was actually sleeping since my head and my tummy hurt!!! my sister took that pic. hahaha.

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   and for today's events..

   this morning, i went to school for enrollment. haiii, i had to face it.. resectioning was VERY VERY TRUE.. i'm in section 1! jacque, patti, meryll, and angeli will still be my classmates! thank god! haha! my favorite seatmaaatessss!! mika, my ka-barkada during the gradeschool years will also be my classmate, along with some of my past classmates during gradeschool too. what i've noticed in my section?? some are suppperrrrr smart!!! it seems like i have to exert triple efforts this year. good for me. i have to FORGET someone COMPLETELY. i'm somehow excited to begin another schoolyear..

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   and now.. this part goes to all the best people in church.. 4R.. lc1, and, lc2.Ü

4r [four roses Ü] - no matter how jologs [as to what some people call it..] our name is.. we are TRIED AND TESTED.. haha..

brie [»]
it's you whom i first text slash call when problems never leave me.. it's you who knows what's going on my mind.. what's speaking from my heart.. and what's the difference of my outside self and my inside self. you're probably my walking journal. hahahaha. you know my birthdate, my favorite color, my hobbies.. but besides all the ordinary things that most people know about me, you're different.. know why?? because you know all the major details of my heartaches that i've been recently [and always] going through.. not everyone knows that. not everyone hears me cry on the phone.. not everyone sees my night routines before going to sleep [haha].. i treasure our friendship for 5 years.. i can say it's standing strong.. even if there were so many times that i've pissed you and hurt you because of my unreasonable personality.. i'm proud of you, not just for your perplex writing skills, but for being the kind of friend most people long to have. and because of you.. i can consider myself.. blessed.

icy [»]
if someone would ask me what the most astounding aspect of our friendship is.. i'd probably answer, "we've only had one major fight ever since we were in grade five." and.. you guys might wanna know that we're both partners in crime [bwahaha] and certified warfreaks.Ü as i've always said, with micah, the word dull is not in her vocabulary.. she's cheerful, bright.. hahaha.. i remember our *smart* joke!! even when it comes to texting, she's super super funny!!! the sad part? problems never exempt anyone.. and so.. even to the most gleeful girls.. they occur.. with micah? yes. and i admire her for being strong.. you see, it's not ordinary if you can manage to laugh and joke around despite the fact that you have a problem.. that's who micah is. she's not the usual girl who walks in your life and just stays there. she's the kind of girl who walks in your life, and the best part, she makes sure that you'll always smile.. i love you micah!

huggie [»]
this is going to be quite difficult, okay? haha. i'm not used to sending *sweet* messages for you in blogs [due to the unexpected turn of events for the past weeks]. haha. but because you've done a lot of special things in my life, and like what i promised, i'd react to what you wrote.. and because you're one of my best friends, i will write something for you again. the letter that i gave you may not have been very detailed.. i know i didn't put enough reasons as to why i was having some *angry* feelings with you.. anyway, i want you to know that whatever happened in our past, just erase it.. it's not yet time that you know. i am also willing to get over [i actually am] all those bad feelings.. yes, the same with micah and abbie, i want to thank you for being the person who'd always be my complete opposite but would always be there to complement me. haha. i know it sounds weird.. you having this love for anime, me having no interest for television and television shows.. haha. but i want to thank you for your efforts.. i know you only tried to help me [you may not understand this yet...but i still want to say this], and that reason is enough for me to take away all our grudges.. i'm sorry for a lot of words.. i know that you know very well that when a person is badly hurt, she says or does a lot of things which are quite unexpected... when i saw this picture of ours, i also remembered that time when we had fun bonding at church. so much have happened to me, and i've decided that i wanted everything new.. new friends, a new look [haha the hair!], new goals, new perspectives.. but i also realized that even if you're one of my oldest friends, i'm still keeping you! our worlds may be somehow apart right now, but you will always be the same person whom i know i can hug when i'm feeling blue :D and if ever you need someone to sing when you play your guitar, i'm always here..Ü i'll sing for you anytime. we will still talk [when i'm finally ready to explain everythinggg!], okie?

lc1 [like clay one] - my coc group, we meet every week. we talk about anything under the sun. we share our lives, our difficulties, our joys.. we help each other build a closer relationship with christ [bwahah nax].. and we simply have fun.

ate ai [»]
our mother! haha! i will never forget the way she was sooo responsible during our overnight, in which she made sure everyone was comfortable! ate ai gives smart advices.. if there's something i have to say to her.. you've been a great shepherd!ÜÜÜ and even if there were some *walls* [ahaha] that appeared in our relationship [along with rest of lc1 Ü], i'm telling you.. we would always trust you Ü thanks for teaching us, thanks for treating us [hehe], and thanks for being open with us Ü i'm sorry if we hurt you. haha. lc would always be proud of you!!!Ü

renel [»]
renel, renel, renel.. hahaha. what can i say about this soon-to-be-model friend of miiine? hahaha.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hahah joke Ü i once thought renel was quiet.. honestly, i'm still surprised since i didn't imagine that we'd get along well! haha! with renel, i always end up having shocking, funny conversations because of her hirits. haha. the *ym talk*, *dvbs moments*, *halohalo*, *contact-lenses-sa-bowl*, *kwento-about-the-person-who-hit-himself-in-the-glass-wall* and *issue#2* are my favorites! hahah!!! i'm looking forward for more funny incidents! hahah!!! thanks for everything!!!
ate reciel [»]
she's the twin of renel! haha! kidding! seriously, she's very much like renel.. i once also thought she was quiet.. but ever since lc1 had coc in mcdonald's, she started making hirits! the "very much" comment of hers made us laugh a lot!! unfortunately, she didn't make it in the overnight.. :( that's the reason why we weren't able to bond with her and her secrets weren't spilled.. hahaha.. i know you have a lot to share, ate reciel.. one day.. hahahahaha.Ü thank you for making coc fun! haha! i enjoyed our *halohalo* conversationnn! hahah!!! and the *dulas* incident! haha!

ate karen [»]
ate karen.. ahaha.. one of my favorite 'ate's' in church.. not to mention, she's the in demand type of ate.. hahahah. ate karen has a lot of stories to share.. and her life's so exciting. haha. check out her blog and you'll be left speechless at what she writes there. haha. ate karen's the type of person whom you know you can always approach because she's sooo friendly. haha. she hates posers. and she stands out because she dares to be different. haha. i like her hair. haha. according to rielle, it smells good. hahaha. ate karen's a good listener.. and a great speaker [she can point out a lot of things that are so true..]. haha. she was super nice to me during the *gateway incident*.. i almost got her in trouble!! weeell, things didn't get bad anyway! haha! ate karen is also part of the TSPR. hahahahaha. oh yes, she is the person who usually plans our outings!! yeeey! without ate karen, we'd be bored to death! hahaha. thanks ate karen, for putting much adventure in our coc sessions! haha!
ate joy [»]
ate joooyyy!!! when most lc members weren't very active before, it would always be us who'd end up together! ate joy has this cute laugh! haha! ate joy would usually go with me during services if none of my friends are available! haha! then we'd find some.. people? hahaha. ate joy is much like ate karen.. she also shares a lot of her experiences :D ate joy was the first person in lc [besides abbie, of course] whom i *clicked* with. hahaha. she was also my prayer partner! hahahah!! thanks ate joy!

abbie [»]
hahaha.. abbie's different in 4r, and she's different in coc! well.. she's a new member.. and i think she's getting along with the rest of lc1! enough said. haha.

lc2 [like clay two] - extended lc1! haha! our little sisters!

ate may [»]
ate mayday! hahah!!! weeeell... hahaha.. i remember our overnight. she taught us, "labo mo!" with matching actions. hahaha. ate mayday is lc2's shepherd! she's hyper and she also has a lot to share.. hahahahaha. she also makes us laugh.. awww. :) haha. touched?

dana [»]
dana lardizabal.. hmm.. what can i say about this uber kulit girl? haha. she's also TSPR! haha! don't be deceived, this girl knows a lot!!! when we had this overnight, we were so shocked to find out that she had been listening to lc1's talk! haha! well.. it's okay. haha. she doesn't blab about it.. this girl can also be trusted. we met her at mary ann's birthday! she super fun to talk to!!! and i love bonding with her!! because of her.. i also realized that age shouldn't be a hindrance for friendship Ü dana's the only girl in their batch who hugs me when she sees me.. she's also the first girl in her batch who asked me for advice regarding her lovelife [haha.. considering the fact that mine is a mess yet she still asked me].. awww.. thanks daaannnaaa!! looking forward for more pep talks with ya!

rielle [»]
rielle.. ate reciel and renel's pretty sister. this girl is dana's best friend! like her sisters, i thought she was quiet. haha. but then, i was wrong. haha. she talks about a lot!!! and her lovelife! grabe! haha! *sigh* .. rielle is also a great friend.. and a cool writer. haha. i like her stories! i can relate! haha! like what i told you, thanks for being sooo sweet!

mary ann [»]
mary ann also has a lot of revelations! *shocked face* hahahha. i used to see her in church and i also didn't know that she'd soon be my coc-mate! haha! mary ann would sometimes accompany me when both our sundos fetch us late! haha! and she's also nice, like her mommy! haha! they're so accommodating that they've once invited us to go to their house and just sing using their karaoke..Ü take twooo!! haha!

ranzel [»]
ranzel is mary ann's best friend.. hahaha.. she's sleeps like sleeping beauty!! haha! she's also violet's [as in the incredibles] look alike! ranzel may seem quiet.. but i know.. she's hiding something! haha! kidding!!! thanks for being niceee! see youuu!!!

olivia and juliet [»]
i still haven't had a chance to bond and get to know these girls that well.. but as far as i know, they seem nice [actually, they really areÜ].. they're usually quiet, but when you ask them to speak up and tell their opinions, they will! haha! and they love to *ishmayL*.Ü

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   that was a lot!!!! i'm DEAD TIRED. hahah! goodnight everyone!Ü

5:55 p.m. - Tuesday, May. 17, 2005

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